So for my initial post, here is a message to someone I truly love, I made this with my eyes teary, hands are shaking and heart's in a race. I'M HAPPY. SO HAPPY WITH MY LIFE NOW.
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16 January 2009
Like a million seconds ago, an "INTERESTING" conversation took place, and made a mark in my daily life. The forums, and the threads have been my "tamabayan" in this site, yes, I'm a thread-hopper and HE knows that, and the conversation started when I posted in a thread where he's also chilling out.
Logging in before is plain, while logging out is much easier. Not until one day, I was waiting for this person's user name with a red asterisk beside. I was EXCITED.
Our chat through this site's messaging system continued, I shared a lot to him, i mean a lot. While he's replying really nice too. You know the thing that you kept refreshing your browser because of a message that might be sent to your inbox? I was doing the the whole time. Yes, I'M VERY EXCITED.
Until we reached to the basic communication, texting. When I sent him a message, I expect no reply because after I asked his for his DIGITS, he told me that he ran out of credits. It was fine for me. Again, I'M VERY EXCITED.
The next morning, it's a usual day. It was actually a boring morning. Afternoon came, a new message was received. VOALA. It's HIM. I can still remember how big my SMILE was and knowing that he bought credits, to reach me, just to reach me. Hmmm.. Exciting. I'M VERY EXCITED.
Then the usual, I'll text him, he'll reply.. If his reply is taking long, I START TO MISS HIM.
Why Am I Starting To Missing Him?
Crush?
Like?
Interested?
or maybe.... THE GREATEST FEELING.
I don't know.
I'M EXCITED.
and I was not this excited before.
(I won't make this long dude, it might BORE you. peace!)
To cut the story short, I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM.
and
To cut it shorter,
WE FELL IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER.
The details of our "courting stage" is still very clear to me, yet I won't share cause it's OURS, ALONE. Common friends know it though. haha!
One more thing, I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO PROUD of a RELATIONSHIP like this. I was NEVER until he came.
Baby,
You gave me that reason to smile again, you know my past, you know how drastic I was before.
I was living my life without any concrete path and non-sense direction, yet you showed me, you tapped my back and let me take the right direction in Life, and it's more BEAUTIFUL because we are taking the direction with each other.
I'm loving a very nice, principled and true MAN. I'm done with BOYS, now I got a MAN.
Baby, you know how much I love you.
I'm waking up every sunshine because of you.
You showered me courage for me to live better.
I'm willing to share my dreams with yours, and together, let us make it happen.
What lies ahead to us is still uncertain, but with us being strong and deepen our FAITH, WE CAN MAKE IT.
Your love completes my existence. You are the only other half that makes me WHOLE.
I will always be PROUD of you, Baby. You have my never-ending support for whatever your endeavors are.
God knows, that YOU ARE MY LIFE NOW.
He answered my prayers and He gave you to me.
I don't want God to make me lose you, so I vow to TAKE THE BEST CARE of you. Make you the HAPPIEST person and show you HOW WONDERFUL LIFE IS through our Trust, Respect and LOVE.
Thank you for coming to my life Martine!
We can make it Baby, as long as we hold on with each other.
We will make our DREAMS COME TRUE together. I TRUST YOU, I RESPECT YOU and I LOVE YOU...
Until the day after FOREVER,
My Royale Highness,
P R I N C E.
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